Sunday, September 30, 2007

Riveria

Humans.... singaporeans.... especially some females..... just because they do not need to serve the Nation like us man, gives them the headstart in the corporate world... earning their degree by 21-22 they think that their degree is almighty.. For me no.. its not almighty especially if u treat NSF with no respect, by using ur rank in service though ur more junior and just because u have a that piece of white paper... No problems for me.. i live feeding on anger, i strive through shit holes.
8months 25 more days, and i will be out of this shit hole. and i will make sure u bow down to me, Mortal....

People ask me how i survive without a girlfriend? I'll tell them through hatred, evilness and the will to achieve power, money. Materialistic i may seem, but who doesnt want all this i ask u?
well friends do play an important role in my life, but be warned those who had betrayed me and lost my trust will never ever be walking ard again

Friday, September 21, 2007

Disastera

Hmmm nothing much going on with my life this few weeks cept i signed up for a gym membership 110 bucks a mth.... pawned man since pay so much must lose weight back and regain my figure... but seriously the gym have the good equipments in it and have loads of OL for yoga classes O.O stunned... ba how to save up wiht 440 ..... just use all and be happy

Sunday, September 09, 2007

Erenhjar

Few thoughts came into mind today while at the pool enjoying the sun after 2 mths ....
Why are trees called trees? why is red called red? define God, define jesus define cars, define air, define define define. have u not wondered, y are all this things/beings have a name?? and y must it be a specific name? y red cant be called blue? its because we were taught, enforced through education the meaning of all this things. we were not allowed any creativity since young. we were not allowed to call red, blue.
many a times, man has caused confusion over man. making sure that they are to follow their will and orders ard. What is Law? laws are just a guideline over man. to ensure that man follow the rules set by other man. Why must we follow laws? why must we listen to another man? why must we take orders from another man. We Are our own god, we create our own path, we set our rules, we do things we want to do. But Why? Why are somethings being restricted. Why cant we do things we want to do so badly. WHY? u ask
Fear... the fear of consequences. the fear of failure, the fear of death..
i was asking this guy beside me today in the bus... he couldn't give me the answer i want... My quest for knowledge continues.