been busy this few mths with a big project for the COA and CDF. Great SETH! omg we had ard 3 months to do our programming but just 1 fine day,1 fine day... this DXO screwed us all up.....
0830: Hello, This is Joanne Loy(<---- public enemy no.1) Isaac pls..
I: Isaac is not at his desk, do call back later.
JLO: Ah... where is he? tell him to get the program done by today..
I: OMG? Maam its impossible to finished it by today.
JLO: I dont know how u do it by today must finish .... *(puts down phone...dooooo dooooo dooo..)
I: wtf?
lol stayed back till ard 1130 that night. in the end , my ic helped us beg for time... 2 weeks. lol 1130 reach home everyday. pawned.... and just abt 2 days back. we completed the project.... Guess what we got as a reward. Its the best reward we ever get.... ahhhh noooo wrong u guess it wrong its not DAY OFF! Money? WRONG!........ bet u will never guess it... a box of chocolates troberlone or something.... we were like -___________-||| we stayed back everyday literally banging our heads on the keyboard and thats it? oh well
neway this post is meant to be on saturday caused i was at Suntec starbucks sipping a cup of warm mocha while waiting for Mac and raj... HAPPY BDAY GERI! NEXT YR THEN I PREPARE BIG PRESENT!
Anyways, watching alot of couples sitting down, enjoying their chat and company. I suddenly had this wierd feeling, of loneliness. but i prefer to be this way... Maybe not? Yeah i do long for my other half but, kept telling myself , what for? hahahhaa maybe its because I have been single for the past 21yrs of my life... Maybe because, i can onli secretly protect someone? Standing from far away watching her? looking at her from afar making sure shes happy and safe?
i no longer need to do those anymore. she has found someone good, i hope... wish them well.
I kept recalling marieanne's reply on 1 night i was sending her and nut back home. Roy U care too much abt friends. maybe you should care abt urself more... cant sister. my father thought me this 5 words. Loyalty, Brotherhood, Intellect, Strength, Integrity. this 5 words were used by the great strategist Sun Ce. without friends i may never come out of my well. so its great to have friends like you all. I know i am someone who keeps his feelings to himself... cause i dun like to let ppl see the sad, angry, lonely side of me. I am a dark being. but even with the Darkest Night, there is the moon in it. however even in the Brightest sun, Dark shadows will cast on the land.
