Wheel of destiny

=| though i passed my maths, some of my frens failed. nvm guys i know u all must be feeling like shit now.... we will be together no matter wat ok!!

Feeling a bit down and insane this few days dunno due to wat, its like going to gym doing 150kg bench press when i can't do it... this burden is huge... i start thinking abt the future a few days ago, what will job will i be in, how much will my salary be, bills, whether will there be job for me... its like our job have been taken up by China people... Ok my dad came from china when he was 3 but he is a singaporean PINK iC my mom's having the pressure of taking care of the 4 of us.... but my bros........ i try to lessen my mom's burden since dad's not ard nemore.... i am not a theory guy therefore my grades ain't tat good.... but my practical work is always good... My bros have the brains i dun, IQ? fuck it, they dun even have good EQ! the way they tok on the phones and to my mother shouting at her all tat... ok i admit i sometimes shout at her cause of some reason.... they keep asking my mom to pay for stuff like clothes... Look ur like 21 and 17 already pls for fuck sakes pay for ur own stuff... the onli time i used my mom's money to buy clothes after daddy is gone... is when its chinese new year and when my mom bought the clothes without me knowing it... and to my big brother... U use the car U FILL UP THE TANK dun ask mommy for petrol money and for fuck sakes, OFF THE TV AFTER USE and the study room lights!!! our bills are quite high damn it 200++ near 300 !@#@%!@#..... ok i on my laptop sometimes thru the nite but wat it takes up like so little electricity... and to my dear little bros... the desk top is shared amongst us the com was bought by mommy 2yrs back and when the mouse spoilt I PAID FOR THE FUCKING MOUSE, and when theres not enough RAM i paid for it by adding a 512 to it and the vga card spoilt because of wat? i dun wish to say... i just bought a lousy card since i am not using it!!! and i didn't even touch it and u tell me to fix it after it got hit by spywares and trojans?... Just because of a little lag u have to smack the key board hard and the mouse... Pls the com's processor is onli an intel p4 1.8ghz with 768 ram, 8mb cache 120gigs hdd and a 64 mb nvdia graphics card.... the fucking logic mouse cost me like 59.90 and u smack it fark! the os is with compliment from Yc ... i tell u guys dun get me feddup i remove everything with a tweak in the hdd.....

Sorry for not blogging

Tuesday-damn it lost 20++ at the chalet NICE ONE RAJ giving 4 2's to a player =.= although its 1 nite it had been very fun fabian brought his ps2 so we played then larry played soul caliber damn! voldoing XD too bad brother nick not here if not i think chaos =.=... well cannot take it so slept quite early due to mentally tiredness.. cause of the sup paper. well sup was ez and i noe i will pass ^_^....checked out on wed ( Not Blogging well, had too much to drink LoL)

Friday- Went out with willie eric jinyuan jianfeng willie's 2 fren and jinyuan's fren to watch sharktales haha it was a nice show though super funny then went walking ard doing nothing b4 going home =)

Saturday- went to singapore expo for the wine exhibition WOOt Mexican Tequila is the best there!! Its not dry @$##@$ i dunno how to describe its super nice ... once it comes out in singapore guys just try it... me and jinyuan had spanish sausages and chicken sausages!! its alot man long and thick =X and there are a few show girls at the wine expo... Food Women and drinks ( Paradise) XD hahahahaa ... neway passed geri khryz present when i met her at ard 2 b4 she left for church