I am really tired, let me rest in peace

Really feel tired this few days, although i am down with the flu. I feel like quitting sch though i won't just to relax or rather sleep for the rest of my life. feel like just closing my eyes and never wake up... could be stress or something... but i keep telling myself if i do this, how will i answer my father who is in the west sky. Papa, i will achieve what i believe in. Give me the strength to pass through this hard times. I will achieve My goal My dream